ThE BeSt sOnG eVeR..layanzzz

lagu yang giler layan..hahahaha..~
nway njoy..~

"Sweetest Goodbye"

Where you are seems to be as far as an eternity
Outstretched arms, open hearts,
If it never ends, then when do we start?

I'll never leave you behind,
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you come back,
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know
you'll never have to be alone
When you get home?
There must be someplace
here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I..

Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart

I'll never leave you behind,
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever ever ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you come back,
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know
you'll never have to be alone
When you get home?
There must be someplace here
that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel

How does it feel to know
you'll never have to be alone
When you get home?
There must be someplace
here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel..
feel.. feel.. feel 

eLektif yg HaZab...!!~

hye kekawan...
wat pe 2? sehat? da mkn? da minum? da berak? da wat sex??
hahahaha..pe la ak mepek ni..biase la buntu wat intro yg sopan..
last2 jd cenggini...x k0ser!!!~
sbanyer soalan2 cmtu seswai ntuk kapel2 jeh..kakaka =P

ak skang ni bz sket nk kne wat elective yg compulsory ntuk 2nd year b4 msuk clinical year..
so...nk di jadikkn cite...research ak ni interesting la jugek..bgaul mesra giteww ngn housemen (HO)...
mude2 bgetah spe x suke...kakakakakaka..~
*matilaaa...kne lahar ngn grup mate ak..adeyh~*

kalo nak taw..HO ni dlm bahasa ibunda ialah doktor pelatih..golongan2 selepas grad study medic yg wajib mnjalani tempoh latihan slame 2 tahun....2 TAHUN nyah...!! seksa iollzz..~


tp yg x bpe nk seronoknye...kepenatan nk kne dptkn HO ntuk jwb questionnaire kitorang yg bapak la sikit lg suntk punye soalan 2 pn payah...8 MCQ je kowt..plus 2 soalan pendapat HO..

dorang 2 xpe laaa...mybe bz so ak x la tensen sgt..
tp yg pentadbiran certain spital kalo bleyh nk procedure giler kari babas punye r..seksa btol..

kitorang ni just nk wat research simple je kowt...takat melibatkn 15 HO stu spital..bknnye ak nk kaot sume doctor2 ko nyah oo0itt...2 pn nk beria kew? yg kne isi borang on9 yg bapak la complicated 2..ntuk research yg vasss...(dlm bahase pondannye) occey...yg wat 2,3 taun pnye kajian...kitorang ni...alahaii...3,4 minggu je kowt..da 2 plak target HO below 100..
keji taw layan weollzz mcm master student pnye research...i x bangge taw!!!!
(mule la memondan ak ni)

huhuhuhu..k berbalik pd masalah berbangkit..*cewaahhh* =P
ade la spital2 hanjj ni yg kitorang chop "kerek selamenye" solutionnye..tpakse wat kekdah lain..
kekdanye terjah mnerjah ala2 melodi..ni kitorang namekn..melobos..~
*mcm haram*

contact la senior2 dlu...mntk tolong sket..hehehe...mintak derang pass kn questionnaire 2 kat mmber2 HO lain..
seb baik la sume ok2..baik2 bsopan santun lg bertata susila..i suke..~

tp ade la 2,3 yg hazabb nak mnjawab soalan kitorang...pensaannzzz...da sminggu lebeyh bg..x jwb2 gak...ko ni smiggu x mndi ke? x mkn ke? huhuhu..~ mcm xde mse free langsung...
tgk spital...x la hazab mne pn...rilex je..nurse pn leh wat sesi mngumpat spanjang ak kat stu..
kalo ko tgk HKL..nk ckp "yo" sesame nurse pn xde mse taw...
*giteww...cite ak byk cili boh...kakakaka*

well...lupe nk bgtau...research kitorang ni bertajok "undergraduate training and prescribing competency among house officers"
mean..nak taw tahap confident HO dlm mngenali n mengendalikn ubat..dorang ni ckup training x..knowledge ok x..then wut solutions yg boleyh bg..
mmg weollzz nk inform kat sni..appoarch HO hazabbzzz...
certain laaa..ade yg free blagak bz..
pastu ade plak MO sebok2...helloww makcik..ak bkn nk tnye ko...ak nk jmpe HO k..~
mnggeletik berair ketiak ak tgk perangai poyo masing2...huhu

mmber2 ak yg bajettzz...haha..
(tym kat spital putrajaya)
dari kiri : ijat, intan, aisyah

pape pn yg paling sadis skali pas blek spital putrajaya...
sajeje la nk lepak alamanda yg x seberapa 2...*sowie spe trase =P*
pas byk perasaan bengang kat spital putrajaya yg mmbuak2 terjadik..weollzz decided nk g lepak2 tenangkn ati yg lara..
tp apakn daya..hati yg lara ni bertambah manjalara puleekkk...~

skali kat traffic lite yg nga merah..mmber ak aisyah drive myvi pn stop ler...then ntah ribut ke mne datang ade pulek mamat ni g langgar blakang kete myvi ni...
huk alaaaaahhhh.....drama lg...kat spital nye masalah mrebak plak kat jalan..
abes la kemek bumper myvi 2..kete mamat 2 plak renyuk *kete lame mls cite lebeyh*
last2 nk dijadikkn cite..mamat ni ngaku salah n setel..
*dats all!!!* huhuhu

kitorang sume ok n smbng beronggeng kat alamanda biler sume tenang blek..
*still nk bergembira..xleh blah =P*
ni sum pic blakang kete mmber ak..huhuhu..layannzzz~

terpeleot siket..adeyh..~

aiyowww...kemek uollzz...sadis

then abes lepak tgk wyg cite monster vs alien yg very best 2..
kitorang blek..mmber2 ak yg duk jaoh nk cuti sminggu sbb tensen..next2 week br smbng wat reserch yg ntah biler nk setel..hahaha...

ak yg kepenatan..hehe

maseh la yer HO yg mnambahkn tensen weollzz...kejisss..
daaaaa.....2 je nk bebel...c yaaaa =P

"ChEnTa" "KaSeh" "saYaNg"

hyep2..pe kabow sume...
incik2..cik2..makcik2..pokcik2...azwan ali...*kalo ko bace laaa blog ak ni*
*blog ko pn bkn best sgt..carottzzz je kannzz..harusslaa kanser mulot 2 nnti*

wahahaha...sowie diva wannabe azwan ali..sajeje tringin gak mlahar artis populer wannabe ni..=P

k ahh..intro pn da cam lahanat..lom abes mnaip lg..
sowie r sume ak jarang update blog terchenta ni..maleh sket sbb x byk idea nk tulis..ak ni kan cam FINAS..asal nk mnaip je kne tapis2 dlm otak dlu..last2...

"xyah la wat...perlu ke? desperate sgt lak nnti..cam ngade lak..mcm fo0kiess lak.."

huhuhu..last2 byk gak laaa mende x tertera kat blog ak ni..
alaahhh..x penting pown..ak ni dlm2 emo kekadang kne waras gak pale otak ni b4 mnaip pape..

yelaaa...ko nk ke sume mende kecik2 dlm spender pown dok jaja sane sini???
x koser laaa nyaahhh....byk lg keje lain nk wat...ak bknnye azwan ali...
cite celah bedah pown nk sumbat...mowwwteeppp sgtt..~ hehe..

*azwan ali lg* huh..tercemar blog ak..

sblm 2....ak nk gtau yg viva voce (border) yg ak kne arituh...ak PASS..
alhamdulillah...2 je yg mampu ak ckp...ak x henti2 bsyukur kat Allah coz still mmbantu ak yg dlm kecelaruan pelajaran ni...bkn kecelaruan identiti yerk..2 azwan ali..*again* *hisshh*

nway..ko kne hadap 6 panel dlm bilik khas...sume lec every sbject ade plus external examiner..mcm cilaks...external 2 d ala lec parasitology dari thai...mnggelupur babi ak tym die tnye soklan vagai..hamper2 tkincit ak kat stu...

seyes cuak nk mampos..ak smpai meramas2 tgn sbb ketaq x ingat point penting..bkn ramas bende lain k.. =P

but lastly lepas la jugeeekkk...demam2 ak blek bilik pastuh..asek fikir result jer..
golek sne..golek sni...warghhh.....mcm nk g karachi lak bjihad..huhu..

k laaa...2 je mau story..
skang ni kite msuk bab post ni..kalo wat karangan ni mmg fail la larik dari tajok..kakakaka...nak cite pasal chenta...

pe mksud chenta??
bg ak la kan..lain org lain tafsiran...x sume same..so jgn pkai kamus dewan ke oxford ke..sume 2 nista belaka..hehe..xde ah..2 tafsiran secara general..but x sume berpendapat yg sme..ye dakk??? anda stuju??

kalo x stuju boleh r close blog ak skang...g berak puas2.. =P
yelaa...sbgai contoh..kalo perogol bersiri..bg die chenta 2 chentakn nafsu..chentakn lobang..chentakan peha gebusss...pinggul bulat...pape jelaaa..haaaaaaaaaaaa...2 bg die..

bg setazah2 tudung laboh 1o meter meleret ala2 bride..
bg die chenta 2..chentakan tuhan lebih dari segalanya..chentakn manusia biar berlandaskn syarak..chentakn haiwan chenta terpuji..etc2..

so lain org lain pendapat..

bg ak...chenta 2 kite rasa kaseh n syg kat pape je..kite ambil berat psl mende 2..kite jaga..kite jd prihatin..kite brubah mmberi yg terbaik n jd yg terbaik...kalo chentakn Allah..kite patuh perintah die..kite mnjadi hamba yg taat..
kalo chentakn ibu bapa..kite patuh arahan n kehendak dorang..kite jd anak yg soleh/solehah..
kite berusaha berjaya dlm idop..berjasa kat dorang...

mcm2 lg la..lantak ko laaa nk chentakn spe..kucin? kamben? siput? bantal spongebob korang? sliper patrik korang? spender doremon ko ke..lantak..~ hehe

janji korang curahkn segala kebaikan chenta kat sesape pn..sbb manusia 2 x sempurna..die hendakkn sesuatu yg mlengkapi sumenye...ngn mncintai sesuatu mende 2..mereka harapkn kepuasan n keindahan yg berbalas...so sbb 2 chenta 2 wujud..~ kan?

kalo x stuju sile close cpt2 blog ak ni...=P

tp ak lebeyh nk cite psl chenta manusia sme manusia..
susah kn kalo ckp bab chenta ni..kalo borak2 psl couple smpai ko lanjuuutt pn x abes nyahh oiittt...mcm2 leh jadik..mcm2 kemahuan kite..mcm2 impian yg nk dibina bersama..

ak secara official nk nyatakn di sini..ak SINGLE lg..
*waaaaaaaaaaahhh...giteww open market...!!! beli2..murah2..*
byk la ko..ingat ak dadih ke jual2 ni??
huhuhu...

ak x jmpe lg chenta sejati yg leh isi dada ak yg tough ni..*upsss*
ntah r...nak kate ak demand..yela kowt...
nak kate ak x romantik....yela kowt..
nak kate ak poyo...yela kowt...

so nape ak bertanya2 lg..da sume pn yer...sah2 la ko mmg x layak kapel...huhuhu...sedeyh giler deyh~
ak xde la desperate sgt nk kapel2 ni..usahlaaa..nk bcerita bab2 kapel ni kat ak..ak x reti nk jawab...sbb ak sndri pn bersendiri...cewaaaaaaaaaaaahhh..~! kejis taw... =P

tp adat r kn sume pn nk dichentai..nk disayangi...*eeeeeeeeee...tetibe rase geli* hehe
tp x sume leh dpt senang2 cmtu je....
ak x kesah pn x kapel skang..sbb bg ak lg susah nk dpt org yg kite btol2 syg...lg bernilai chenta 2 nnti..kalo senang2 je dpt..senang la jugek dpt yg lain...hehehe...*tgk org gak r*
lain org lain naseb..~

well...the point is..sabar jelaaa jahh..
lelame ko ade la 2 nnti...ko bknnye x ensem..cume ko 2 kurang sket je dari brat pitt...kakakakakaka...nk pensan ak~
naseb x baik lg la kowt...ak kekadang jelez tgk mmber2 sume mcm kembar siam sok kehulur kehilir dating..kalo g masjid xmo lak g skali...hehe
tp dlm2 jelez 2 ak cam mls nk amek kesah sgt...sbb ak sedar ak sape..x de spe sudi nak..

ak x romantik..
ak poyo..
mulot cam lahanat..mulot taek kucen..
gedix cam mariah carey..
pewot nk moncit..
mate cam helang (x guna dibah..ak ingat!! huhu)
gelak nk gegar mid valley (tp fatah lg xleh blah)
asek miskin..
asek busy...bajet busy..poyo busy..
suke EMO..*hobi ak*

sooo...nmpk sgt ak kne matang lg..
skang ni musim melachor dlu..ak x matang..~ x layak kapel..
even kapel 2 mematangkn diri..tp nk kapel pn ak x layak...lg laaaaaaaaaa...~ xyah cite..~

2 je la nk ckp...hehehe..pd yg kapel 2..ingat ler..
jage partner ko lek lok..
jgn keciwakn die..
hargai die sentiase..
jage batas2 AGAMA...
ok...2 jeh =P

[...VIVA...]

biler ak nmpk je name ak tersenarai dlm list viva...
ak rase dunia ni cm gelap...cam nak demam...cam nk sewel...
br ak taw cmne prasaan org dpt viva ni..
x seronok..tp bersyukur..

arrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
mybe org kate ak ptt bsyukur at least ade dlm viva list..
2nd chance nk lepas...alhamdulillah...

ak just nak wat yg terbaik..
pape pn result nnti..ak berserah kat Allah..
moga2 itu yg terbaik buat ak...

n ak berharap ak PASS..!!!!!!

mmber2 kat luar sne..
wish me luck..doakan ak k..

ak penat..
ak pening..
ak nak demam..

tp demi cabaran nak kne ak hadap ni..
nak bg ak lepas sume seksaan n dugaan ni..
ak kne wat yg terbaik..
aminnnnnnnnnn....~


Ya Allah..kau sahaja yg maha mendengar lg maha mngetahui setiap detik permikiranku ini..
kau kabulkn lah doaku...aminnn..ya rabbal alaminnn..~
='((

BebeLaN istah watafaka

salam sume... =P

huisshhh...lame giler ak x update blog ak yg terchenta ni....nk wat cmne xm nye psl...
mmg ak mngalami tekanan jiwa yg maha dasat r sem ni..
ak tatao mne la yg x kene ni..study ke? lec ke? soalan xm ke?

mcm da tao...tp biler tgk2 balik...mcm ak ni x tao pape langsong...
*ntah haper la ak mrepek ni...* huhu

biase laaaa..org nga meroyan cmni r..~

k laaa...ak nk start ngn smbutan hari ibu...
SELAMAT HARI IBU!!!~

khas ntuk sume mak2 kat do0nia yg fana ni..
mak hayam sori jgn verangan..~

especially kat mak ak..
dear mama...~
hopefully mama sentiase sehat n bersemangat dlm mnjalani idop yg pnuh berliku ni..
da 2 plak mlyn kerenah anak2 yg 7 org ni..
mcm2 hal..mcm2 ragam..mcm2 masalah yg kitorang bwk...
tp mama still maintain cun n vouge dpn kitorang..~ hehehe...

mama mmg xde tuka gantinye...biler nain tgk mama...nain x nmpk mne cacat celanya..
mama tegas dlm mmdidik kitorang..mama lemah lembut dlm berkata2..
nain just harap..mama sempat tgk nain grad nnti...
sbb medic ni la cita2 mama nak salah sorang anak mama jd doktor..kan?

xpe...janji mama puas...segala penat lelah mama berbayar nnti...
bkn takat 2...nain nak berjasa kat mama hasil dari profession nain..
biar mama rase gembira dpt anak mcm nain...

k laaa...pape hal..
ak just harap sume2 sehat belake..
pd korang yg still ade mak..hargailah mak korang n berjasa r kat dorang selagi dorang ade..~
kalo da xde..korang nk meraung..nak menangis air mate darah pn..
die xkn kembali...

dah2..xmo sedeyh2...
huhuhu...~
skang ni cite lain lak...

nak cite psl kucin..~

DON JUAN pose comel...=P

ntah lerr..ak ni...x abes2 ngn kucin...
skang ni kucin mcm da jd kembar ak lak..kucin umah ak 2 x ler ensem mne pn...tp die sgt shomelle n baik n berdedikasi..hehehe..
name minatang bebulu 2...don juan..

ak pn tatao celah bedah mne la mak ak dpt name ni..
tp ala2 mexico gitewww..~ 2 yg die jd poyo2 sket...verangan telenovela la tew... =P
pape laaa...tp mmber2 ak sume taw yg ak ni obses bab2 binatang berbulus ini..~
ntah cmne ak kekadang windu kat don seko ni...
die ni la da waris ke berape ntah ak bela...
dari tok nek die kowt...smpai la ke die...da mcm2 rupe n gaye ak tgk..
tp die still paling macho r...ngahahaha
kalo kat UM ak msti nak balik..sbb nk main ngn die..

tp bebaru ni...don ngn macho lg hapraknyee...telah mmbawa balik seekor janda anak due kat umah...kejisss...!!!~
nak je ak jirus air baldi kat anak beranak 2..kakakaka..
kalo bwk balik bini xpe lg...ni ngn anak2 die skali...adooyyhhh...ko ni la don..penyayang sgt..
bebaru ni ak balik umah...kemain mesre lg die ngn ak...
yela ak da lame x balik..kepunan kaseh syg ak yg macho la tew...heh ;P

DON berintinjak...ngahahaha

ade skali 2...nga ak dok lepak2 kat luar...ak nmpk laaaa...si don ni dok main cak2 ngn anak2 tiri die kat pasu bunge mak ak..
laaaaaaaaaaaaa...sudah..~ ni kes bapak tiri mithali neyh..kemain lg minatang ni..
ko 2 da la jantanz..tp baik la pulak...selalu ak tgk jantan ni giler brutal geget2 dak kecik..ko lak main keja2 dpn ak ngn anak kucin 2...terharu ak..hehehe...kaget 2 menet..
xpe laaaaa...janji ko bahagia syg oo0ittt..
kalo bg mkn..msti die bg anak2 tiri die setel dulu..br die mlahap..

ak dibelasah don ketika mengganggu beliau mandi bwh meja..hehe

ak tgk..minatang ni kekadang lg bgs dari manusia 2 sndri..
kite ni..pentingkn diri..sume nak bolot sorang2..
pastu yg mak bapak...abaikn anak2 ntuk kejar harta dunia..tgk don ak..anak tiri tuh!!
kalo anak sndri toksah cite r...

ak lg suke lepak ngn kucin n borak2 ngn dorang..
trikut mak ak la ni...ngahahaha...
kucin ni kalo die marah...die cakar je....saket mmg xyah cite...tp biar ahh..kdg2..salah kita dok kaco die...tp die just wat luka dari luaran je..parut kat kulit 2 even xkn hilang sepenuhnye...tp x pernah berbekas dlm hati..lame2 die balik cam dulu...jd manja...gendong2 bdn kat kite..

kalo org..marah jd dendam...kalo marah mnyakitkn hati...mlukakan hati kite..
parut 2 even da baik mcm mne pn...ttp berbekas dlm hati..n kdg2 leh bernanah...~
biar r ak nk kate kucin 2 awek ak ke...mmber baik ak ke..janji hati ak ni x saket..!!~ dorang lg phm n pandai nk jage hati manusia...die taw sape yg baik ngn die..spe yg x suke ngn die..

TENSEN...!!~

kalo ak tensen n susah hati...jmpe don je ak terkam awl2..
bwk msuk bilik..letak kat riba...den ak pn bebel smbil belai2 die..die pn dgr jelaaa...goyang2 telinga die taw ak nga bebel..~ huhuhuhu...last2 die pn tetidow...mybe ak ni bosan kowt..tp xpe..asal ak puas...cite kat org lain pn wat pe...sume nk mnyakitkn hati...
kalo jd pendengar pn...berpura2 simpati...berpura pura memahami...hakikat...konon nak mnyedapkn hati...sorry laaaa....x mo sume 2...~

org skrng ni susah nk pcaye...even mmber sndri...
sume pkai topeng...ak pn sme je...tp kalo x reti nak bajet..~ x reti nk cover baik...xyah la blakon..jijik r kalo kantoi...rase cm ko la org paling hina skali dlm dunia ni..
kalo pndai cover..xpe r..kesah haper ak ko nk ckp pe kat belakang...

bkn ak leh mati pn ngn ckp2 cmtuh...

btw...da puas r bebel...hehehehe..~
msti ayat ak ni poyo giler kn? pape jelaaa...xleh tdow...~
bsok result viva kuar...cuak sehhh....wish me all the best...
don...miss u~

DON titow kat celah kaki ak..sukati btol~